I'm constantly dying, but I'm not yet afraid of doing so. I'm living this time. No rushing, no pausing. Just having enough time of everything. And if I don't, who cares? I'm not living for the pleasure of people, I'm not living just to give them pleasure this time. At this very moment, I already have my goals. Those are: 1. Love giving and receiving. 2. Knowledge learning and teaching. 3. Establish important people of my life. 4. Literature enjoying and learning. I know who I wanna be, change the medium not the goal. You can always step back and see yourself from a distance. Ask yourself: is this what I want? Why am I going this exact way? Should I keep going? Should I stop? Who am I leaving behind? I'm leaving so much people behind it hurts, but I know I'm going the right way.